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Friday, May 21, 2010 Today ain't a good day. The day started out good because someone surprised me with a "good morning, hazel" as I walked into office. Was surprised how did he know my name when we don't really have the chance to talk before but just exchange friendly smile when we see each other in office. Office ain't big... But we hardly see each other so was being surpised by him when he said that. (^_^) Although I used to say "1 surprise a day, keeps me happy througout the day". But... Happy moments don't last long and 1 surprise does not supersede 2 bad news. Mood was being thrown from high sky to deep bottom. (-_-)" First news that damp my mood was a person that I know might be resigning soon. Another issue is related to work matters. Don't really want to say out what happened just yet. I still can't get over it myself. Still in the "not-so-good-mood" now... Was also dissappointed and a little angry at myself for letting this kind of things take place. I don't deny that this has got totally nothing to do with me. I admit that it's partly my fault too. One ought to learn from mistakes made then can eventually be successful in life. Isn't it? I have apologised and take note of the mistake and assure that such things wouldn't happen again in the future. But cannot understand why did that person not think about the issue from our point of view but rather just point the fingers at us and commented discouraging comments. Is there some kind of dungs stuck inside some corner of the brain?!! *aNgRy* Work and personal matters should not be mixed together!!! Isn't it common sense and what most people says? Since you can be in the position you are now, of course I will take it as you are really sensible and rational enough to think of that. That person seriously need a thorough brainwashing session! What happened today really spoils my mood. Caused me to have all sorts of mixed feeelings. (T_T) Happy and surprised... Shocked and reluctant... Angry and dissapointed... Confused and upset... I so miss Dear Dear... Somehow some small little parts of me want Dear Dear to be by my side now to "sayang" me... To encourage me... To ensure me that everything is going to be alright and I can pull through it. Sometimes putting on a smile all day long can be really tiring... *sObX* Its just so fake that somewhere deep within me can't really stand it any more. I don't want to act happy and as if nothing had happened. I want to scream it out loud to vent everything out... All the unhappiness... The sadness... The reluctance... Etc. But I can't... I must learn to endure!!! Afterall, what comes after the rain /storm is always a beautiful rainbow. 10 more days to go... When Dear Dear is back in Singapore, I'm going to bla bla bla out what had all happened in this whole enitre month when he is not around. Alright, for the time being I will use my medication as a subsitution to ease the mixed feelings within me and of course to help me recover as soon as possible so that I can enjoy my holiday next week. I guess the medications will make me feel drowsy and go to bed at ease bahz. ( At least this is what I hope it will be ) *cRoSs FiNgErS* Let me be "numb" for awhile... I will be fine tomorrow. Tomorrow is always another start of a good day. Minasan oyasuminasai!~ (^_~) P.S.: Did not want to blog such a long post... But I still did. * LoLx* 1:39 PM |
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